Life has been boring. Cooped up at home with nothing to entertain me except for anime and food. I would kill for life to revert to normal. Back when things were still good. When i didn't feel alone. Speaking of food, i have been eating like mad recently and i find it hilarious that people have said that i have slimmed down. My mum, auntie, grandmama and even Zhao. He was telling me that i'm too thin and need to put on some weight.
I am a slave to the details. I stare and scrutinise. Incognito ie. without being obvious. Every single detail is taken in. No, devoured seems more appropriate. Processed and analysed, cross - referenced with stock footage ie. my memories. Ah indeed they were good ones. Alas things had to change. These little things evoke this certain familiar feeling, yet at the same time a deep yearning. Knowing that i may never get the object of my desire ever again. When 'it' is literally within my grasp. Metaphorically though, 'it' is more or less a million miles away. Waxing lyrical does get boring you know. Unfortunately though, this does seem the best way to get my message across. The most effective tool. Language. Ah the beauty of it.
You look good now. Love your hair. Always have.
You know who you are. Maybe you don't. Tragic.
:), you're still always on my mind.
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